and he couldn’t have come at the most perfect time.
It’s clear that someone’s gotta go
We mean it but I promise we’re not mean” – oh Lorde..
Today I start my first day if my probation internship at OCPD, I couldn’t be more excited. Law enforcement was always my sisters thing but i think i am going to fall in love with this field. I dont know what to expect i dont have many followers but i want to blog about my experience. I’m 5’3 and drive a bug so im not intimidating but thats just a cover up of my toughness. “Officer Cortez”, definitely has a nice ring to it and i can totally get used to it. Wish me luck.
I think im waiting for someone to jump out of the bushes and say, “hi, i love you”, which is never going to happen or waiting for the douche to change his mind and say, “im just kidding, i really do like you.” maybe i should just stop wanting someone who is perfect and just let things happen with someone is theres anyone out there willing to put up with me. i love my life as it is right now but sometimes i feel lonely and want someone to call when im mad someone who will catch me when i fall or just simply say, “everything is going to be alright..” or maybe im expecting too much.
So lately ive been baking A LOT and its something i never thought i would interested in and something i enjoy doing and have fun doing it. i listen to coldplay while baking or anything i can sing my lungs out to. im learning to make everything i bake from scratch and everything has turned out amazing. Im a spanish major transferring to U of O and im thinking i want to be a business major to someday open my own bakery and im at the point of my life where i dont know what to do! i love the spanish language and want to help to those who can speak up for themselves in court but i also want to make people happy by baking that will bring people together. decisions suck sometimes.